Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Beautiful people are judgmental assholes, right? That is just me being beautiful? She's a kidder.
Ah, women were talking about their faces today on Tyra, and how they hate them. A feeling I've come across much more than once. Some girl said that she would sometimes skip dinner in hopes to get her cheeks thinner. The horrible thing about this is that these girls were eleven, twelve, one was even nine. What is worse, I think, is that understanding that these issues start very early has just come to view... oh, the remembrance of being a child and not liking anything about oneself. Oh well, I suppose. At least it is coming out now!
Romance is so ridiculously confusing. Why can't the right thing happen for me, at the right time, right now? Haha. Well, what is meant to be will happen, I suppose. Right? Right?
I'm not going to lie. I'm enjoying this one boy very greatly as of late. If I were to make a list of what I would want in a person, he would be 100%. I swear.
Let us see where fate takes this.
Is that cute?
"I will sing your cruelty to the rocks and mountains!"
You know, I was thinking about death and whatnot the other day (morbid, I know), and truly I feel as if I will take the sense of a euphoric life after so that death does not seem so tragic and fearful.
I have so much to do. I do not even know where to begin.
I seriously just want to get out of New York... just leave. I feel as if that would actually be the best thing for me. I'm not good with plans, so going without a plan sounds absolutely darling right now.
I still have to file my taxes.
I still have to sell stuff.
And apparently someone wants to take pictures of me? Huh, cool thanks. I get money? I might be really into this, then. xp
I've found that I would probably do quite a bit of anything for money. No sexual favours, though. Sorry, but I'm not that easy. HA!
I just want to get as much as I can, and just leave. I think that is why I am in such a quest for money as of late.
I've been in a huge mood to just put on some great, funky, poppy music and just dance like a crazy person.
That's a great idea. Yeah.
Man, I can't express how much I cannot stand bad repitition. Seriously. I know what plain yogurt is. Yes, I will point it out... stop saying "Plain yogurt," asshole. -_-
I really want to see Alice in Wonderland in 3D IMAX.
I think that another road trip is in order.
I think that I am going to take this step.